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It is a strange feeling waking up looking at the ceiling and the large new room and knowing it is yours. Friday before last i had picked up the keys to the house. The monstrosity of metal rings and duplicated keys was mind boggling to say the least. there were more keys than i thought possible for a house this size. I left the real estate agent with a bulging pocket of jingling steel and went to my house. Sifting though the assortment of keys i found the right amount to get into the downstairs door. The house had that musty closed in feel which made it feel alien and strange. I quickly unpacked the belongings i had in my car and roamed the house. I was beaming with excitement, images of colours and layouts swirled through my minds eye. I could barely restrain myself from jumping about and hugging inanimate objects.

Later Ristin and Marko arrived and we went out to a local pizzeria and pasta place. I really liked the food and struggled to get through my meal it was so large. Mmm i could so go one of those roma tomato and fetta pizzas right now. I headed back home afterwards. It was hard to see silverfur again after being around my new house mates and the house. As much as i care for him i know i cant be close to him in the way i would have liked. Over saturday packing my car and making a few trips to the house i felt increasingly awkward and shunned by him. i am not angry at him in any way for that. It did mean however that the ordeal of having to buy, move and register my car and do night shift at work was far harder. I had only myself to use as support as i saw it. Looking back i am surprised i handled it as well as i did. I finished moving by sunday. I had to ask a friend who has a tow bar on their car so i could move my king double bed and fridge. this was done by midday on sunday. i had finished moving in. I remember laying back on my bed and just letting out a long breath of relief once it was done.

The first week in the house had a less than real quality about it. This was likely just my mind getting used to the new place. On monday morning waking up before dawn for work since my shift had changed again i ran into two walls. I was really not used to the place yet it seemed. Each day i came back here it felt more like home to me. I had a nagging fear that my less that usual chipper self was apparent to the others. i was and still am very emotional about leaving silverfur. The loneliness seem to ebb often. even work fails to distract me as well as i would have liked.

On saturday i went to jagafehs place with ristin and Marko. it was his birthday earlier in the week and he was having a get together of friends. I felt rather privileged to be allowed to come along since i havnt known jagafeh very long and really don't know him too well. I had a gift for him that looked very meagre. 4 Litre's of vanilla coke and a burnt copy of the drawn together series. So just to dress it up i wrapped it up in a large box making it look much more impressive. I think he liked the gifts. We all went to sizzlers for dinner. I stuffed myself silly to the point where i could barely finish a beer and felt the effects of teh beer much more than i would have suspected. After returning to his home he opened his gifts. His laughter certainly drowned out a lot of the others there as they watched the entire series of drawn together. I may have been a bit too forward in giving his shoulder a pat/slap while i was saying "im glad you engoyed it". We got home late with sebka in tow. I never realised he lived so close. I was very surprised. Sleep came easily to me that night.